I really don’t know how to feel lately. After me visiting General Santos City, I don’t know how to feel. The whole series of scenarios is making me think and feel so odd. Yes, indeed it is odd.
I face her parents – which can be came a great thing or a dreadful thing. Eitherway, the fact doesn’t change. I faced her parents with all my might anyway.
Well, parents love their children – she has the kind of parents who are a little bit more strict than mine. Well, I’ve got all the freedom she don’t have. But I definitely understand how they think and decide. Parents act in one clear goal – Welfare of the child.
I could say that her parents love her dearly. I have seen it with my eyes, and through their eyes. Their strict love makes it hard for me to penetrate them so as to show myself as who I really am, I don’t know. It got harder as time pass by. One thought came up to my mind, “Do I stand a chance against such a wall?”
It reminds me of what the Lord did when he lead the Israelis to besiege Jericho. He asked the Israelis to go around the city – seven times! Which means, a whole lot of patience and obedience to his will . With their own might and strength, they won’t be able to move. But when the Lord moved, he destroyed the walls that surrounds the city. With the Lord, they were successful.
For me, the city seems to be like my girl. Now, surrounded by a wall. But when the Lord moves, the wall will soon fade. My heart and my spirit is in harmony about this. There’s nothing more that I could wish for -other than Heaven of course with the Lord. May the Lord bless this Journey. May the prayers be heard in Heaven and may the Heavens be glad.
P.S. I know this will take time. Maybe… but I really don’t mind waiting. Til then…
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